Sunday, May 22, 2005
just this morning.
received the worst news possible...
jean passed away.
seriously, no i'm not playing around.
she really passed away.
and ruth and i received the news during church and she just broke down.
i feel really sad for her because she was really close to jean.
but.
i just dont know how to console her.
i couldnt find the right words to say.
i just couldnt.
and i did nothing.
except to just stand there and watch as her tears fell.
i felt something i didnt feel for a long long time.
i felt...lost.
i.
just.
couldnt do anything.
i'm sorry ruth.
damn, i hate letting people whom i'm close to down.
why am i so useless?
i cant even console my "sister".
i'm really really sorry, ruth.
received the worst news possible...
jean passed away.
seriously, no i'm not playing around.
she really passed away.
and ruth and i received the news during church and she just broke down.
i feel really sad for her because she was really close to jean.
but.
i just dont know how to console her.
i couldnt find the right words to say.
i just couldnt.
and i did nothing.
except to just stand there and watch as her tears fell.
i felt something i didnt feel for a long long time.
i felt...lost.
i.
just.
couldnt do anything.
i'm sorry ruth.
damn, i hate letting people whom i'm close to down.
why am i so useless?
i cant even console my "sister".
i'm really really sorry, ruth.